January 2012
29 posts
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Dude, I want a fucking girlfriend.
Anonymous asked: Do you miss her? (first girl to come to mind..)
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reblog if you wanna cuddle with someone right...
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D.D.
I’ll be your everything if you make me your star. I hate sleeping alone, & I just need someone to come with me. The months of waiting, & no one has really stolen my heart. Seduction is one of a woman’s great attributes, but I refuse to be pulled in to lust. My mind analyzes the possibility with her. & what happens if i give it my all? I can’t make that mistake again....
Dear 2011.
Look what you’ve done; Made me strengthen friendships, lose a couple friends, 2 major failed relationships, plenty of parties, meeting new people, trip to Mexico, first time getting high, continued my swim season from 2010, did baseball for the first time, joined the football team, unecessary drama, half of my sophomore year done, my first medals ever, & I’m still going to earn...
December 2011
4 posts
Her.
She, who is she? The one could be right next to me, but the love feels so far away. I wish I can refer us as “WE”. I’m tired of just saying “I”. “I” am next to “U”. I don’t need a relationship, but It’s preferable to settle down. Have someone to care for me, & call me baby. I just need to pull it together, sooner or later....
Dear Ex.
It’s been months without you, & I can honestly care less. To be honest, I barely remember half our relationship. You were a good girlfriend, don’t get me wrong. I just think things happened to fast with me & you. I understand we were close, but you didn’t have to add most of my friends on Facebook. C’Mon now, that’s a force. & I did feel bad when I left...
Cat & Mouse.
As patient of a person as I am… I don’t like waiting for things that won’t happen. It’s not necessarily a waste of time, but the feeling of disappointment afterwards is terrible.
I barely chase a girl when I like her. & when i do, I put in as much effort as I can. I’ve loved & lost. But, there’s a reason for everything, so there must be a reason why...
November 2011
10 posts
Absence.
Haven’t been on Tumblr in a long time. Like a week or so. Mainly because of My focus on swim & school. But there’s not much to update on. Well. There is. Besides the fact I like a girl & I’m faster this year in swim, then I was last year. & some troubling issues at the moment. But, I’ll definitely right an inspirational post soon. You ain’t ready....
Wonders.
For some reason, today & tonight for the most part got me thinking. I have major trust issues with girls for some reason. I love being in a relationship, don’t get me wrong. But after that first hard breakup.. its like, shit what the fuck do I do now?
It’s depressing, really. Seeing how some people match up so perfectly. & I’m in the struggle of finding a girl perfect...
Waves.
My Swim Season officially starts today. I’m pumped for this season. I love this sport. It’s ironic really, when I was a kid. I almost drowned, & I joined the swim team with no knowledge of how to swim. I was just a Freshman, that was bound to fail at the sport. Not to mention it was my first sport ever, besides a little backyard soccer & dodgeball during gym class. Being on...
Lovely.
I don’t have a type when it comes to a girl. How hard is it to find a faithful girl, that’ll keep me happy, that’ll make me smile when I’m in my darkest days, the umbrella to my rain, a girl with beauty, a little booty, & let’s me do me when I want. It must be hard. They’re either taken, lesbian, or out of my league.
That seems all i write about… My...
11/11/11.
Just think about it, a baby can be born on this day at 11:11 am/pm. Wouldn’t that be magical? I think so. A new life, on the most magical time of the year. See, all that people have been talking about is relationships on 11/11/11. Yeah, it’s a good date. But, Damn. It’s going to suck when that couple breaks up. I guess some wishes don’t last forever huh? I’m just...
Fragile.
My parents always bought me toys as a kid. I played with them, non-stop. Either it be a Power Ranger or Lego’s. You know what i noticed? A woman’s heart was never in my toy collection. Because that’s something you’re not meant to play with. Once a woman experience’s that first heartbreak, it’ll take a miracle to get her past it. It’s hard seeing innocent...
Thoughts.
A lot of things bother a person. There’s only so much someone can take. Especially one certain thing that can get to someone… Memories.
It hurts to think of the bad ones. But whoever thought the ones that made you smile, were also the one that can make you cry.
I know pain. That’s why I try to make sure I give nobody it.
I always think of the rough shit I went through as a...
November.
What if the girl that i liked became mine on 11/11/11? I know its some corny shit. But that’d be nice. It might not happen. But then who knows. Only time can tell. Cause fall is almost ending, she’s the only thing that hasn’t fell. I have a few ideas, I already what to say. Tell her a million words that’ll take her breath away. Ask her the one question, baby will you stay?...
October 2011
15 posts
Call of Duty & Crushes.
Ignoring others, because you’re noticing that one person. Everyone knows how that feels. It’s like damn, that effort you put in that they don’t notice. But when they do, you can’t help but smile because someone is smiling cause of you.
Like Damn girl, where’d you get that beautiful smile? The blush on your cheeks, your hair done in that nice way. Don’t matter...
Expressions.
Add a little sugar, dozens of roses. Because i need something sweet before I go sour. I guess because I’m a swimmer, you expect me to swim through emotions. But I always drown in ‘em. I guess the memo never came out, Mike is single now. But let the word spread slowly. Is Mike going to be dope again? Have you seen him? Girl, only if you knew. This time I might actually come through....
4AM in Milwaukee.
All these thoughts. So late at night. I’m just fascinated. Thinking about the girls I’ll never have, & thinking about the girls I should of never had. Or am I just lying to myself? On the search for the dream girl. A big scheme to get the girl of my dreams. Hmm, show her the world. And just think finally she’s mine. I mean, I’m a good guy? Right? I seem to be boyfriend...
Insomniac.
I hate sleepless nights like these. I’ve been trying to sleep for the past few hours and….. Nothing. I’m still awake. As much as I hate nights like these, I also adore them. I think things through. Like I’m analyzing life. My fantasies replay in my head. & the music is playing in my ears. Oh, oh, oh. The life of a teenager. I guess i’ll just stay awake for the...
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Drizzy.
You’re a bad girl & your friends are too. Are you ready for all this love? I’ll give it all away. The night is young, I’m just waiting for the morning sun. The night belongs to us. Why are you going so crazy? Is it cause of my touch? I hope you know moments last forever, & these will continue until you say no. Are you going to tell anybody tomorrow? How great it felt? Or...
Satisfaction.
“Girl you looking bad, girl for goodness sakes. You with all those curves, & me without no brakes, ooo.”
Single life isn’t too bad. But its quite depressing at times. Just seeing all the couples. Like Damn, I need to find something that good. But I’m not rushing into anything. I’ll be patient for the right one to come by. Let’s say I like a female, &...