Guilty, Till Proven Innocent.

4AM in Milwaukee.

• All these thoughts. So late at night. I’m just fascinated. Thinking about the girls I’ll never have, & thinking about the girls I should of never had. Or am I just lying to myself? On the search for the dream girl. A big scheme to get the girl of my dreams. Hmm, show her the world. And just think finally she’s mine. I mean, I’m a good guy? Right? I seem to be boyfriend material. So I’m always patient with a female. Until I see she’s worth the time, I give her mine. Go out my way, to show her a new one. Doesn’t matter about the past. I never judge. Because I have one too. In the great words of Drake, we can be perfect for each other. Mmmm hmmm mmmm hmmm mmmm. The hoes can fill me. Fuck ‘em. I just want the wifey type girl. A girl that I look at & wonder if that’s the sun shining or her. I get up and look at the wonder, even though it’s so big. It seems like everybody knows everybody. So i want to know an actual somebody. A girl to show me something. Since I’m the man, I can’t let any of her tears fall. When she feels lost. I’ll find her. I’ll be her umbrella-ella-ella in her downpour. I’m not heartless, but I’m careful. Cause after that first heartbreak. You’re like, Damn… Don’t want no girl going through that. Yeah. I’ve broken my first heart. But it was for the best. But what’s love got to do with this? Everything. But no rush into it. Because that’s how things get different. Love is serious. Not a word to be thrown around. I want a relationship that actually builds up from a crush, to liking someone, to really liking someone, to love, to IN love, till death do us part. It’s been a long time coming up on this road. Just analyzing the world, fantasizing about girls. The old hoes I dated. I know it seems like I have girls on a pedestal. But i’m a little picky about women. It’s been a terrible pattern with women. So many more people that want love, then that happen. & I always make it harder on the girl that comes up. So this is for the young niggas in the struggle looking for that one. You know what I’m talking about when it comes to things like that. It is 4AM in Milwaukee, for this California young fellow.