Thoughts.
- A lot of things bother a person. There’s only so much someone can take. Especially one certain thing that can get to someone… Memories.
It hurts to think of the bad ones. But whoever thought the ones that made you smile, were also the one that can make you cry.
I know pain. That’s why I try to make sure I give nobody it.
I always think of the rough shit I went through as a kid. The scars in my mind, will never fade away. I act like I don’t care. But I do. I saw the dark side of this place. But, I always seem to try to keep myself happy. Others happy. & in return hurt others. But i realized I can’t please everyone. Either way, the What If’s still bother a man. Shit .. the only way to keep everybody happy is with a clone.
Now that I’m growing up, I analyze the world more.
I still don’t understand it.
But weights do lift off my chest when i’ve done right.
Sigh.
Besides past issues, romance does bother me as well.
When you try to connect someone, but can’t. But you keep trying. Eventually they notice. But not fully..
Hate that. chuckle but hey, if I have to crawl on my knees to a girls house just to prove I like her. Then shit. Give me some knee pads.
Y’all know what I mean, being in the bestfriend spot when you want more.
Hmm, but never give up on the romance. On the brain & heart of a woman. Because all that is fragile. She could’ve gotten hurt before. You just have to prove to her your different. & not the same like the other niggas that said that too. Makes me wonder why girls go foto.assholes.
Nothing is impossible tho.
September’s Very Own,
Michael.
Posted on Tuesday, November 1 2011.